A three-part series on how to thrive as a Highly Sensitive Person. This is Part 1. — At any given time, 1 in 5 people in the room is experiencing the moment with greater emotional intensity than the other four. And since moments make up life, in any given moment, 1 in 5 people is experiencing life itself more intensely than others. This person knows it. And he is pissed off. “Why do I take things so seriously? Why do I care when others don’t seem to? Why do I feel more intensely than others? Why am I so sensitive?” Up to 20% of the population come with a personality trait that makes them more sensitive: The Highly Sensitive Personality Trait. Among many things, this trait makes you more aware and process stimuli more deeply than those who do not have the trait (80-85%). A large chunk of HSPs have come to equate this as a fatal flaw in their inherent makeup. And that is a very sad conclusion. The trait has so many benefits and advantages, but because it’s often misunderstood, many of those advantages never get a chance to come to the surface. We remain so locked up in trying to fight our sensitivity with a goal to get it to go away. Why? What has caused us to be so upset with the way we are that we actually want to be someone we’re not? I think because we don’t understand sensitivity holistically, we’ve made some serious errors in interpreting what it means to be a sensitive person. Can we try to clear out some misunderstandings? In this three-part HSP series, we’re digging deeper into what it means to be an HSP, what misunderstandings of the trait we’re caught up in and how we can become more at peace with ourselves. This is Part 1.
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You have an innate ability to see more. Are you happy about that?
The Highly Sensitive Personality Trait is characterized by a high awareness, particularly of subtleties in the environment. We’re not just highly aware of our external environment (people, the world, what we take in through our senses), but we’re also highly aware of our internal environment (our own thoughts, feelings, bodily sensations and memories). So you’re not just faster in noticing the more obvious things, such as how many people there are in room and the way the furniture is arranged, but also the subtleties happening among these things, such as the body language of people, their energies and shifts in moods. And it doesn’t stop there. While you’re aware of what’s outside of you, you’re also aware of what’s happening inside of you. “My heart is racing while talking to this standoffish woman.” This means that 80-85% of the people may not have seen Rita’s face slightly drop at the mention of Sharon’s job promotion, but you did. Why? Not because you’re a hyper vigilant, people obsessed maniac, but more because your brain is wired to pick up the subtleties. This is a good point to introduce the research that shows the HSP brain. Brain scans show how HSPs are more aware and attentive to subtle stimuli. 80-85% of the population doesn’t have this kind of awareness of subtleties. It has nothing to do with preference or intention, but just because their brain areas that respond to subtleties don’t fire up in the same way as HSPs. The first misunderstanding to drop right of the bat is that you cause your own awareness. No you don’t. You do not make yourself see the negative in life, such as Rita’s face dropping at the mention of Sharon’s promotion. Your high awareness is automatic and it comes with your trait. It’s your brain. The irony is that this should make us ecstatic about ourselves. Think about it. If you can pick up the subtleties that go missed by most of the people around you, doesn’t that provide you with more opportunities to be novel and creative? The well-adjusted HSPs of the world tend to think so. It’s not like they don’t have strong feelings arising from the awareness of all the subtleties they pick up . They just intentionally elect to not be ashamed of their intensity, but on the contrary, comfortable with it. They use their sensitivity to intentionally live in ways that give their life more meaning. The brain scan research also shows that compared to non-HSPs, HSPs are Is this a surprise? “You live with a lot of complicated emotions as an actor, and they whirl around you and create havoc at times. And yet, as an actor you’re consciously and unconsciously allowing that to happen… It’s my choice, and I would rather do it this way than live to be 100… Or rather than choosing not to exist within life’s extremities. I’m willing to fly close to the flame.” – Nicole Kidman On the other hand, non-adjusted HSPs have experienced their awareness as a problem. Without the understanding that awareness is automatic and not within their control, many HSPs who pick up subtle social clues of their environment assume that they do so because of their own dirty, bad habit. “Karen is right. I always find the negative in a situation. Like Jessica had a frown on her face and looked upset.” Maybe you’re just noticing Jessica’s frown for what it is. And maybe Karen is one of those 80-85% non-HSPs who just doesn’t see it. So what are we supposed to do then? We come with a trait that makes us see more, but others don’t see it and tell us we make this shit up.
And this is where the gift starts converting into a curse.
When others don’t validate me? No. It’s when I assume that I need their validation of me, in order to experience me. More specifically, when I ask non-HSPs for validation. If we try to force non-HSPs to experience life as an HSP, we are surely going to fail. They are not going to see what you see. They are just not wired to. Think about it, can they force you to not be so aware? Can you not see Jessica’s frown when it showed up? No right? Your awareness is part of your innate trait. It’s automatic for you. Exactly in the same way, non-HSPs lack of awareness of subtleties is automatic for them. Their brains do not pick up the subtleties the way yours does. It’s time we stop taking this so personally and try to drop the anger. The non-HSPs are the majority. They are 80-85% of the population. So for every one person who sees something, there may be four others who don’t. The best way to be happy about this is by stop asking for validation from the four others. Most likely, it doesn’t come the way we want it to come. And that makes us bitter and angry. How dare they tell me I’m too sensitive. Your awareness is a gift only when you start treating it as one. Here are eight ways to start. We want to appreciate our awareness as a gift, so let’s learn to stop fighting it as a curse. The world needs your sensitivity, not you running away from it. Recommended Reading Book: The Highly Sensitive Person Comfort Zone: Dr Elaine Aron’s deep dives into the HSP trait, coming to your inbox as a monthly newsletter
In Parts 2 and 3, I dig into more confusions HSPs have about their trait that prevent them from living more authentically. High awareness of subtleties makes you see more, but all this seeing overloads our nervous system. The overload can make us shut down or react in ways we don’t want and come to regret. The challenge is even harder when all of this happens to us mainly at a subconscious level. How should we enjoy our trait when the overstimulation from it leave us exhausted, tired and angry at ourselves and the world that doesn’t understand us? Stay tuned by signing up. Featured photo credit: Chan Y., unsplash.com via unsplash.com
